“True North”
by Ridley C. James
Chapter 2.
The old cow bell tied to the screen door of Merle’s Misplaced
Merchandise
clanged loudly in the silence of the late afternoon lull. The
proprietress
and namesake Merle Malone looked up from her tattered copy of The Thorn
Birds
to observe who was disturbing her late lunch/early dinner which
consisted of a
lukewarm can of Diet Rite and a rather crusty egg salad sandwich.
It was a boy, maybe fourteen or fifteen if Merle had to guess and
she eyed
him warily for a moment as not many teenagers wondered into her quaint
little
shop unless they were looking for classic albums-which she had none of,
or they
were hunting for trouble-which she wanted none of.
“Can I help you?” She finally called rather brusquely, when the boy
merely
skulked in the doorway, looking rather lost and a little more than
unsure of
himself.
When he lifted his eyes to meet hers the first thought that rushed
into her
head was that she needed to point his cute little hinny in the
direction of
Pete‘s Barber Shop. But she bit her lip, reminding herself that kids
these days
liked that long style and besides it wasn‘t any of her damn business.
At least his hair was a nice, deep shade of chestnut brown, and not
some
outlandish pink or blue nonsense. It looked clean, too. Not greasy or
slicked back
or stuck straight up like he‘d jabbed his finger in a light socket. As
he got
closer, and Merle removed her reading glasses, letting them dangle from
their
beaded chain, she found herself thinking the style sort of suited him.
“I‘m
Merleen, Merle for short,” She told him, as he stopped on the other
side of her
counter. “I own the joint.”
“Sam,” He said, casting a furtive glance to the shelves behind her.
“I was
just hoping to look around.”
Merle waved her arm in a grand gesture. “Knock yourself out. But I
can tell
you now that I don’t have any music of any kind, and I don’t bother
with
prosecuting shoplifters. I just take them out back and feed them to
The kid looked down at the floor where she was motioning and then
glanced
back up at her with eyes that she couldn’t help but to notice were the
color of
the molasses she liked to pour on her biscuits on Sunday mornings.
Those eyes
seemed to ask if she was serious as they once again went back to the
semi-comatose heap of fur at her feet, and Merle harrumphed.
“Underneath all
that beats the heart of a lion. So don’t test my resolve, kid.”
Sam nodded. “Okay.”
He stepped around the resting Retriever, and made his way towards
the back
of the tiny shop. To Merle‘s surprise a thump, thump, thump of a tail
hitting
the hardwood floor heralded his wake and had her sighing into her can
of soda.
“I suppose that is your way of telling my I should go help the boy.”
The dog whined and stretched out further, his tail continuing it’s
staccato
tapping. Merle put her drink down and eased her robust bottom from her
favorite
diner stool, giving
She found Sam looking through the numerous books stacked neatly on
the
wooden shelves she’d built herself. “So, are you looking for something
in
particular? Or just browsing?”
Merle eased alongside the boy, taken aback by just how tall and
gangly he
was now that her rather squat and round self was standing next to him.
A smile
suddenly sprang to her mouth as she imagined that they might look
somewhat like
a giraffe and rhino roaming the Serengeti. Of course, she always did
have an
over active imagination.
“I was looking for something for my Dad.” His reply brought her out
of her
internal dialogue with herself and she nodded.
“That makes sense. I’d almost forgot that Sunday was the big Dad
day. Sears
and Home Depot pretty much kill my business for that particular
holiday. Now
Mother’s Day-that’s a different story.”
“You have a lot of nice things.” He said, gazing around from the
books to
the perfume bottles and unusual vases and such, before motioning to the
books
once more. “Some of these are original first publications.”
Merle arched an eyebrow. “You’re a scholarly one, aren‘t ya?”
He grinned then, revealing a dimple that would have been just
perfect for
poking-that was if she’d been the grandmotherly type and prone to do
such
things. “I like to read.”
“That’s good, most kids your age just go around with those blasted
boom
boxes strapped to their shoulders. A person could get mighty rich if
they could
shrink those things to pocket size and wire them straight into the
brain.”
Sam laughed. “Yeah, I guess.”
“Is your Daddy a bookworm, too?”
His smile fell, disappeared like a groundhog scampering into it’s
hole at
the first sign of its shadow. “Not for pleasure.”
“I see,” Merle put her hands on her hips and looked around. “Well I
hate to
tell you but I don’t have any power tools or lawn rakes, or barbecuing
utensils, not even a box of nails. But there may be a hammer around
here that
once belonged to Theodore Roosevelt himself.”
“I wasn’t looking for anything like that. My dad’s not really…well
he just
isn’t your typical kind of father.”
The slight hint of contempt might have been imagined, but the
brooding look
of disapproval that stormed through those dark eyes was not. “I see,”
Merle
said with another nod of her head. “He a business man? Work a lot?”
“Something like that.” Sam looked down at the floor as he spoke and
Merle
had a good hunch there was an interesting story behind that statement.
“Well, I do have some unique desk things that I got from an estate
sale.
Stuff like paperweights and pen and pencil holders-even a letter
opener.Got a
couple of ties, too- one belonged to Nixon- I think.”
The boy shook his head. “He travels a lot for business. Not really
an
office-type of guy. And I've never seen him in a tie.”
“Okay,” Merle sighed. “How about you tell me a little about the
things you
two do together and then maybe we can go from there.”
The boy looked at her like she’d just asked him to stand on his head
and
juggle some knives with his feet. “Things we do together?”
“Well-yeah. You know…father and son type stuff. Are you sports fans?
Because
I have some signed baseball playbills from the forties with the Babe’s
signature.”
Sam shook his head. “My Dad’s never taken me to a ballgame.”
“You’ve never been to a ballgame?” Merle shook her head and clucked
disapprovingly. “That’s un-American.”
“Oh, I’ve been to a game,” Sam rushed to explain, a hint of smile
finding
its way back on his face. “My brother Dean took me to a Red Sox game
once. They
were playing the Yankees.”
“Sweet,” Merle whistled, and then looked around her shop again.
“Well, what
about fishing? Lots of boys and their dads like to take to the rivers
around
here? Best catfish East of the
Sam shook his head again. “Dad’s not much of a fisherman.”
“But you’ve been fishing, right?” Merle asked.
He nodded. “My brother use to take me a lot when we were kids.”
“I see. How about hunting? You don’t really look like a Bambi killer
but,
then again, I’m not the best judge of character. Just ask my four
ex-husbands.”
The boy swallowed hard and seemed to pale a bit. “My father hunts,
but he’s
got just about every piece of equipment he could need.”
“That’s good, because I don’t sale guns or knives or any of that
stuff, Sam.
Although I do have a hat supposedly worn by Davy Crockett. He was from
around
these parts you know.”
When the teen only shook his head, Merle rubbed her chin. “How about
games?
I have an antique chess set and a card deck that was used back in the
Wild
West.”
“No, Dad doesn’t play games-at least not for fun.”
“You’re not a lot of help here, Sam.”
“Sorry. My dad and I haven’t gotten along for the last few years.
I‘m not
usually in to the whole Father‘s Day thing.”
“Ah, puberty,” Merle sighed, remembering her own discomforts with
her father
when the horrible hormones had swarmed down upon her. “Just be glad you
didn’t
get boobs.”
“Excuse me,” Sam stuttered.
“I said-then what put you in the mood.” Merle waved her hand in the
air,
when Sam didn’t seem to get it. She spoke slowly. “Then what’s so
different this
year?”
“My brother asked me to do it. He thinks it’s important.”
“Your brother, huh?” Merle watched the boy’s face tense up, bringing
a
pained look that shouldn’t have been present on someone so young. “Why
isn’t he
here, if he‘s the one who thinks it’s such a big deal?”
“He’s in the hospital, just around the corner.” Sam shifted from one
foot to
the other. “I told him I’d come look for something.”
Merle wondered if the kid‘s brother had cancer or something-maybe
even
drawing his last breath as they spoke-that overactive imagination in
full swing
again. “I guess he didn’t have anything in mind either?” She knew she
was
grasping at straws, when the boy shrugged with his whole body.
“Just something Dad would like.”
“Well, you’ve told me your Dad doesn’t really care for sports, or
fishing,
or reading, or games. Do you happen to know what he does like,
besides
hunting that is?”
Sam’s frown deepened. “He was in the Marines. He liked that because
he got
to yell and boss people around a lot. And my Mom. He loved her.”
Another shrug.
“And Jimmy Buffet, but you said you didn’t have any music.”
Merle felt her heart clinch slightly and she was almost afraid she
was
having another heart attack, because she hadn’t really let herself feel
empathy
towards another person in a long time and it kind of took her by
surprise. But
the sudden open and vulnerable look in Sam’s eyes, sort of jolted her
out of
her stupor. “Parrot Head and a Jar Head, huh? That’s an odd
combination.
How about a soap on a rope. I have one in the shape of an anchor.”
The kid shrugged again. “Maybe I’ll just look somewhere else.”
“Now don’t go rushing off,” Merle held up a hand to stop him. “I
might not
be the all mighty Sam Walton- but I’ve never sent a customary away
unhappy.”
“And besides, your brother’s right. Father’s Day is important, and
dads
deserve some respect for all they do.”
When the boy frowned again as if she were speaking in some foreign
tongue,
she continued. “Well, you know what I‘m talking about. Dads teach their
sons to
catch a football, and throw a baseball, ride a bike. They talk to them
about
girls and teach them all that scratching and spitting stuff.” Merle
sighed.
“Who the hell taught you to tie a necktie? Or how to shave?” She waved
her
hands in front of Sam’s face. “Were you raised by wolves, kid?”
Sam finally smiled. “No, but my Dad didn’t do all those things. My
brother
did.”
Merle put her hands on her hips. “Then maybe you should be buying
this
sickly Dean a gift, instead of your old man.”
“Maybe.”
Merle had a sudden idea and motioned for the kid to follow her back
over to
the counter, where her abandoned sandwich should have been, but was
not.
Sam came up beside her and leaned his elbows on the top of the glass
case
peering down at the contents inside. “I just remembered that some old
guy
brought this in a few months back, pawned it for enough cash for a beer
and
some smokes and never picked it back up.”
Merle found what she was looking for and stood back up, holding her
hand out
so that Sam could see the shiny silver lighter laying against her palm.
“
Sam nodded, picking the lighter up and turning it over in his hands.
“Your Dad smoke?”
Sam looked at the store owner. “No. But he’s been known to burn
things from
time to time.”
Merle raised a brow, but decided to let the comment on the tip of
her tongue
slide on back down to the fiery pit it came from. “Then maybe that’s
the thing
for him.”
His dark eyes held her gaze for a moment, and then he nodded again.
“Dean
will like it.”
She didn’t miss the fact that the boy said nothing about whether the
intended recipient would agree or not. “Well then. Another satisfied
customer
served. Be sure to tell your friends.”
Merle bent down to close the doors, but a hand on her arm stopped
her.
“What’s that?”
The teen pointed to a bronze circular item tossed on the bottom
shelf, and
Merle knew exactly what it was without picking it up. “Ah, one of my
favorites.” She picked up the compass and handed it to Sam. “I’m not
sure how
old it is, and I don’t even know if it works to tell you the truth ,
but I’ve
always liked the inscription” Merle opened the compass, and read the
swirling
writing. “True North- So you always know where you are, and where home
is.” She
smiled up at Sam. “A little sappy, but nice.”
Sam took the compass from her, and turned it over in his hands much
like
he’d done the lighter. “You can’t actually find True North with a
compass, you
know.”
Merle shrugged. “You don’t say?”
The teen glanced up at her. “No, a compass works with the magnetic
field of the
Earth, which isn’t exactly where the North Pole is. Pilots and Captains
use to
have to adjust their course for the difference, depending on where they
were
located at the time because Magnetic North fluctuates. If you follow a
compass
based on it, you'll get lost.”
“Well, Mr. Scholarly, I’m guessing whoever wrote that, probably
meant it
more figuratively. Home isn’t always a co-ordinate on a map, you know.”
Sam looked up at her sharply, and Merle shrugged. “I get a little
sappy from
time to time. Especially after reading the Thorn Birds.”
When the boy glanced back to thebrass compass, Merle cleared her
throat.
“So, what’s it going to be, kid. The compass or the lighter?”
Seeing the struggle register across the handsome features, Merle
leaned on
the counter next to Sam. “ You know, I was just thinking that not all
fathers
are cut out to be dads, Sam.”
“What do you mean?”
“You’re a smart kid. I think you know what I mean. A Dad
does all
those things we were talking about. All those little things that we
remember as
we get older. All those things that bring us comfort and help us muddle
through
the kind of person we’re going to be when we grow up.”
“Then there is a Father-who protects and supports a family.
Maybe
only financially. He might seem cold and distant at times, harsh even,
but he
has a function, too. They both are important. In a perfect world, you
get the
combination all rolled into one Bill Cosby. In a not so perfect world
you may
get one or the other-hell, some people don‘t get neither. But it kind
of sounds
like to me that you got both-just in different packages. And you can
honor them
in different ways.”
Sam ran his teeth over his bottom lip, glancing out the door, before
looking
back to Merle. “How much for both?”
Merle snorted. “Kid, it just so happens that I’m running a Father’s Day Special. Buy one present, get one free.” She slapped Sam on the shoulder. “Let’s see good old Wal-mart beat that.”
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